Thursday, August 14, 2014

On my 100th consecutive day of writing

Things are going to look a little different around here from now on...or at least for a while.  No, I'm not talking about the fact that my place of residence, school, and home are going to be different than they have been.  That's a given--my personal life is in upheaval.  What I'm talking about though is the fact that from now on I won't be writing on this blog every day...or at least I don't think so.

The entry you are now reading marks my 100th consecutive day of writing.  This whole "write something everyday" thing started as a personal challenge.  It was my attempt to convince myself that I could make a plan and stick to it.  I make lots of plans and stick to them, but they're never plans that are exclusively intended to enrich my personal life.  Most of the time they're professional in nature.  Deadlines to meet.  Papers due.  Grades to make.  I'm good at that.  But when it comes to my personal life I stink at sticking to goals.

But this time I did it. I wrote something everyday.  I did it for me.  I didn't miss a day, even on the days when I couldn't think of anything to write or on the days when I couldn't find internet or really would have preferred to do something else.  I did it.   And I feel great about it.   I stuck to my goal and I did it for me.  Only me.

But also for me,  I need to not write everyday.  What started as a way of enriching my life and doing something relaxing and good for me, is verging on being a daily chore.  It's not there yet, but it's verging on it.  And, like Michael Phelps, I want to end on a good note (but will also likely reprise my career--fair warning).   So now, in line with my original goal to do something good for myself, I'm going to stop writing everyday.  I'm still planning to write regularly, but for my stress levels, sleep schedule, and all around well-being, it won't be daily.  I need a break.  I need some days off. For me.

For those of you who have been reading along for the past 100 days of adventure, I thank you so very much.  I love that you've taken the time to read my thoughts and am so appreciative.  For those who haven't, welcome along on the ride.  A slightly less consistent ride, but hopefully a long, leisurely one.

So remember, do things for yourself. And if the things you're doing for yourself turn into things that aren't for you anymore, stop doing them.

Keep on thinking,
Josie

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