Monday, May 12, 2014

I am a product of helicopters.  Helicopters that hovered about me for the first 20 or so years of my life, assessing my life situation and landing to provide relief as necessary.  These helicopters would provide bandaids for boo-boos, bring forgotten lunches and homework to school on their own lunch-breaks, offer “loans” when money was tight, apartment hunt when it was time to move.  I still have hovering helicopters in my life, the only difference is now they’re hovering from 500 miles away.   
Three years ago I graduated from college.  It was an exciting time, but also a terrifying one.  I had no prospects except a job at a department store and a unit that the helicopters offered me in their hangar.  After a year living in the hangar I left for grad school.  It was terrifying.  After 20 years with hovering helicopters, I wasn’t sure what to do.  What if I needed an emergency airlift?
What I realized was that helicopters are great, but they’re noisy.  In fact, all that noise can be a bit distracting and can really prevent you from doing what you want and hearing your own thoughts.  It’s kind of nice to have the peace and quiet.  Without the helicopters’ noise I got to know myself a lot better.  I was able to differentiate my own thoughts from the noise of the ‘copters.
The flip side to that is that I also realized that that noise is kind of nice.  In fact, sometimes the constant ‘copter noise can be helpful when you need a bit more focus in your life. It took some time to learn to focus without the white noise.
Want to know something else I learned?  I learned that helicopters can travel pretty far and pretty fast in an emergency.  I realized that if for some reason I really did need the helicopter to land, it could get to me without too much trouble.  But in the mean time, I learned that I was able to manage on my own (without non-emergency landings).
So thank your own ‘copters for their persistent hovering, but know that it’s okay for them to hover from a distance. They’re nice to have around, but after 20 years of their hovering they’re probably tired, and best suited for emergencies.
Keep on thinking,
Josie
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